That Moment When.......

That moment when you realize you thought she was the truth but she was really full of unnecessary lies

That moment when you accept that fact that she never really cared for you and it is no longer a surprise

That moment when you reminisce about the special moments you shared and then realize it was only special to you

That moment when you remember when you thought she loved you and suddenly came to realize you didn't have a clue

That moment when you realize that all the nights we'd talk about the things we had in common was for her probably a joke

That moment when the pain begins to subside when you understand that she was probably laughing when on the phone we spoke

That moment when you remember the times she said she was coming to see you and the time simply never came

That moment when  you figured out that she never intended to spend time with you like she would often claim 

That moment when you stop trying to count the birthday or Christmas gifts that you  would ultimately never receive

That moment when you realize and accept the fact that the love you thought you shared, she never believed

That moment when you think back of all the games you played against each other and had no idea she was just playing with your heart

That moment when you realize that she is somewhere smiling primarily because she is truly happiest when we remain apart.